by: raven shadowborne ©
My heart torn asunder
The pieces lay bleeding
The pain fills my soul
The past has repeated
Why does this happen?
Over and over?
What do I do that brings this replay?
Ever and ever to love then lose?
Do I demand too much?
My principles uncompromising?
My morals too strict?
My thoughts too concrete?
My emotions too swift?
What causes this chaos and turmoil?
What is it within me that makes this happen?
Why must I love someone fully,
Helping them grow, showing them heights they'd otherwise
Only to gain more pain and hurt..
as those that I help, leave me in the dirt.
A rock in thier pasts
No longer remembered
No longer needed
They walk away my words unheeded
I'm left to hurt, alone, unwanted