I can not look towards the past.
Only towards emptines,
The past is gone never to
Return for my lifelessness.
I have no future in life.
All I know is I need out
I will either leave by rope
Or find some other way out.
I can not handle this place
Because there is too much pain.
There's one way for me to cope,
But only with Mary Jane.
I am not crazy or dumb.
I know success is not mine.
And I can't live with defeat,
Nor can I make myself blind.
There is one thing I can do,
I can't handle life as I've told.
For life's dealt me a cruel hand
And it's time for me to fold.