MISTAKES

                                    April 2, 1997
                                    by: raven shadowborne ©

                                    Mistakes
                                    I know them well.
                                    They have been my companion
                                    even I make them
                                    Wishing I were different
                                    not human but machine.
                                     cold
                                     unfeeling
                                     aloof
                                     unyielding

                                    My soul has been woken
                                     it won't be denied
                                    constantly whispering
                                     persistent
                                    reminding me of my needs, wants and desires
                                    Showing me
                                     what life could be
                                     what life should be
                                     what it is that I want and need
                                    whispering
                                     neverending

                                    My pride causes anger
                                    use it to hide the shame the guilt
                                    place the blame on another.

                                    My soul.
                                     still whispers
                                     urging me
                                     soft whispers deny the pride
                                    Slowly oh so slowly
                                     my eyes open wide
                                    My mind realizes, it reels back
                                     what have I done?
                                     How do I fix it?
                                     can it be done?
                                    My soul it whispers.
                                     honor use it
                                    My mind weary and quiet yields
                                    Admitting the mistake
                                     through bitter tears
                                    wishing, hoping, praying

                                    the lesson well taught
                                     everyone is human
                                    Accept that which you are
                                    Accept that which you do
                                    For once you do that
                                     others will too

 
           
          
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