Raven Shadowborne: Seperation

SEPERATION

March 1997
by: raven shadowborne ©

                        Once I was whole
                        Happy and strong
                        Secure in your love
                        Then it was gone

                        You walked away
                        Ripped me apart
                        Yet still I yearned

                        Drifting alone
                        trying to heal
                        This wound so deep

                        I hear your call
                        Unable to refuse
                        I go to you
                        My thoughts confused
                        Words, angry and hot
                        Emotions, the same yet not
                        The Bond, still there, aching with need

Desperately I try
Again you leave

                        To return once more
                        My soul cut deeper
                        your words pure hate
                        Yet still I remain

                        I ask myself why
                         wishing I could deny
                        Continuing this circle
                        Cursing my need
                        Cursing my soul
                        Cursing this thing called love
                        Wishing, for all that I am, that it had never been woken

                        Never to feel
                        ahhhh such bliss
                        The tears
                        scalding within thier trail
                        My heart ripped in two
                        aching, wanting, needing

                        Finally it eases
                        You are gone for all time
                        Life goes on
                        I move forward
                        the urgency eases
                        Yet the love remains..
                        The hope, for the future
                        a maybe unseen
                        If only, if only

                        I do not live within it
                        I continue to grow, to heal
                        Yet the hope remains, if only
                        maybe someday