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April 2, 1997
by: raven shadowborne ©
Here I sit, this same comfy chair
Wondering once more, why am I here?
Once I was with you
happy and safe
You spoke of tomorrows, I accepted with faith
Made promises. you failed to keep
Hurting me deeply
My trust now lays shattered
I find myself unable, to do what I want
The fear burns within me, hungry and hot
Nor more support to help me control
No more love to make me feel whole.
Your words, they repeat in my mind..
Making me wonder, why I was blind
Blind to your weaknesses, manipulation, and lies
Blind to your shallow self centered design
Blind to the warning my mind whispered
Taking the leap, a leap of faith
I placed my heart and soul within your grasp
I trusted you with all that I am
You said you loved me, what a sham
For the third time you left without word
You came back, just once, promsing to do better
Again I trusted you, blindly, on love
Hoping the love, would bring a reward
You broke your word, the very same day
Enough is enough, I heard my mind say
I set my course and have not veered
Yet still you are silent
Your actions have proven my worst nightmare
My trust lays shattered
the shards at my feet
Now others are paying for your cowardly deed
I can not trust others, the fear proved true
Yet one more lesson
the last one from you.
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